Thursday, February 23, 2006

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she called me wake up to go airport wif her -_- 


| tiffany. 10:21 PM|

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loves. 


| tiffany. 9:00 PM|

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no feeling blog leh recently. alot things happened. good and bad. sad and happy. after the vday its all sad de for me. frens and her. i think i think too much alr. exhaustively paranoid ! but its ok, think me and jun ok le ba. yday she msg me something err ok la quite sweet for me.. hurhur!
oh well, yday first match sux. home utd almost hit 100. which is damn sians stil. no fighting spirit at all. first quarter i gave up liao. no strength to communicate. i made so many mistakes. remembered wad boy said bout wad should a controller muz b. oh man~ sux la. can hear lirong shout at me, ask me to ping. but well, difficult leh. no stamina. ha. excuses to my poor performance. wadeva la. confirm lose de. anyway lala played well ! cannot make it. seldom see her play so good before. all those rebounds. wee-you-wee! hahah she so humble. said mayb i very long never play with her. haiya pls hor i got see u play. its so much lousy. haha alright. dunno wad to blog liao. shall stop here.




| tiffany. 8:46 PM|

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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

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ellehcalzimbocaj 


| tiffany. 1:39 AM|

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i remembered the song 'do i hav to cry for you'. i sent diz song to her before. she reminded me. im tired. once again. well life goes on. but im stil afraid.




| tiffany. 12:58 AM|

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Sunday, February 05, 2006

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went to fortune telling today. so funny and amazing. i gave the fortune teller my birth date. his first question is am i having probs recently and alot things in my mind unsolved? diz is how zhun. then he said my temper very bad. bingo. he said my health isnt good last year, diz year too. omg. he said i cannot stay out late. before 12 muz return. which is very hard. but i will try. he said my temper cause me bad luck cuz when my luck comes i throw it away as i throw my temper. ohh. he ask me to filial my parents. how he kno im rude to dem? hahaha. anyway im not that rude lo. i got whole day stay at home what. well well, best part. my uncle added, how bout my marriage? OMG! eh the shi fu said i 23 will get marry. if not muz wait until 28. phew! lucky he say 28. i told him haloooo! im 21 diz year. so fast got baby or what?! marry?! pui ! -touch wood- ok 28 im gonna get married. i will invite, boy jun liangmin lirong jenna daze huihui lala angela kim june tiong waikim bao eh so many. one table not enough my future husband. oh crap. anyway i dunno to believe anot la. budden when he talk bout my parents, say i cannot shout at dem i cannot be rude to dem they're important blah blah i almost cry la. heart pain. dunno why. oh ya he also say my work no good which is how true!!!!! say my april i may settle down with my work. whee.. by april i muz learn everything! how stress ! eh i cant throw temper la he said most importantly. hmm.

that fortune teller not fake one la. not those in the streets de. at first i dunno im gonna see a fortune teller. so its not that he kno i fan cuz fan ppl see fortune teller. jun said de. stupid right. anyway what will happen in my future nobody knos. i muz find my own happiness. muz work hard. =)


| tiffany. 11:52 PM|

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IM GLAD WE MET 


| tiffany. 3:38 AM|

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HL FKZC VD LDS

IM GLAD WE MET



can i ask u out on valentine's day?


=)



| tiffany. 3:18 AM|

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Saturday, February 04, 2006

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imissu. 


| tiffany. 4:22 PM|

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diz is complicating. lala jun liangmin boy me lirong. i dunno wad to say. im sick and tired already. i juz wanna be happy. i rather i dunno anything. why cant we juz be like the past. why? why i cant smile now. she msg me i did not reply. she told me she is sick. i care but i did not reply. am i gonna avoid again? i dunno wad's up wif me. very tired. very lazy to go after you anymore.

i wanna just play basketball and work. cannot skip work anymore. cannot disappoint my family. muz get bac where i lost. muz prove them wrong. can i do it with diz condition? well, i will try. im really tired le. cant focus on lotsa stuffs. juz u kno? basketball, work and sometimes jio ppl out play mahjong, drink and lets get drunk again. i don wanna get involve in wadeva shit that makes me fan. i don wan. juz go away.


| tiffany. 4:12 PM|

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Friday, February 03, 2006

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i really dunno wad u wan from me. diz cannot that cannot. why are u still hangin me in the air. where am i suppose to go now. up or down? friends ask me to face diz prob bravely. i face it. i decided to face it but all the questions u answered is "i dunno" diz i dunno words can stop me from goin forward. i wanna step bac a few steps to protect myself. u said ure afraid of being hurt again. i understand how u feel. i wont force u alright? let it be. im still dere. hangin on. my arms are strong. but i dunno how long can i hold. im human too. sooner or later i wil let go..

let go of you..


| tiffany. 1:38 PM|

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