Wednesday, February 28, 2007

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today, i went dinner with gf at jack's place, haha my first time. tho the salad she ordered is a little raw to me and my mixed grill is too filled for me but i still enjoy the dinner with her.. after dinner we went to marina south play arcade. haha places i used to go with my bunch of friends, miss those days when i went there with jun angela and liangmin. and of cause the learning to drive jun's car at the big big carpark with no cars. =D anyways today we played racing car. haha shes the loser.. shes the loser.. yayyy. we never get to play the Initial D machine, shall try the next time. gf, we must brush up our driving skills so that we wont feel embarrass people watching us play. and we can even compete with those AH BENGS.




| tiffany. 3:16 AM|

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Sunday, February 25, 2007

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have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever?

duhh.


| tiffany. 1:42 PM|

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

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jealousy overpower


| tiffany. 4:33 AM|

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

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finally she has put our photo in her frenster. i think im the happiest person in the world for this moment. for another moment, im exhausted i must say.. this will be the first and last time i will cry for her.. yea.. i cried this afternoon after lirong called to reprimand me. to tell me not to be silly, its not worth, she dont love me. funny right, for lirong to tell me all this. i think lirong is the only one who i can confide in. which is wrong or right? only lirong knows my weakness, only she knows my everything. after all we've been together for quite a long time. but anyway..we're very good friends now..

gf,
you've fallen asleep as usual, before me.. thanks for all the time you spent with me, thanks for all the memories. you kno? i like the little thing you always do for me? like making me a coffee when i need one. pinch my nose when i sound cute to you. laugh at my monkey face. you kno what i mean lah. and, i really really enjoy the way you sing.. i simply love your voice. and i only love singing duet with you. when people sing the song you sang before, i'd compare them with you and you're always the winner. i also like the way you pin your hair up, it look like ive a eurasian girlfriend (haha!). budden it had been so long that you give me that favourite cute smile from you, you kno what kinda smile? that smile when you're drunk? hurhur. you damn cute lah. and your seductive hands, always seducing me. tsk! BUT.. haiss.. diz have to stop.. we need to let go.. for good or bad.. i cant take this anymore.. im okay outside doesnt mean im myself. like what you've said im not myself today. i cant possibly cry infront of you?! that is embarrassing.. anyways im not a cry person okay? i will stil play pool with you, i will stil bring lunch/dinner for you, i will stil learn new duet song for you, i will even watch HORROR movie even i really really dont wanna watch.. and i will still be there for you.. a shoulder to lean on, a pair of ears for you to complain or a tissue paper for you to wipe your tears.. and..

err, i dont kno why? im so affected by you. i dont really love you what? why do i reacted diz way so abnormally. haha.

or.. have i fallen deeper without knowing it? have i?

okay whatever. im going to sleep. after all the martell that ive drank. im sleepy but not tipsy. goodnight gf. i really love you. i mean it.

you've replaced..


| tiffany. 5:06 AM|

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Friday, February 16, 2007

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im done with my color presentation and it SUCK! the tiger skin sofa spoilt the entire living room, i dont kno how to color lah. only the fan and scallop curtain looks good. haha self-proclaimed. the theme of my living room is classical, what a theme right? i must choose style like european, victorian, elizabeth, colonial or napoleon style? what the hell lah. shall improve on the next homework which is modern for my dining room. mmm this few days ive the mood to blog man, weird~ normally im ultimate lazy. okay i needa rest, my head spinning with all the perspective. serious shit. perspective keep appearing on top of my head. crazy!




| tiffany. 2:26 AM|

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

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mmm ive just finished my dinner. nice food from my maid, just too bad my lazy sister not bac for the fabulous dinner. aye, ive a slight difficulty with the perspective. im doing my victorian style living room, its not easy man. half way thru the drawing. drawing is not as tough as rendering, well i still have problem with that. how can i improve my rendering?

anyway ive just bought two helmets, so cool, its evo 2 black color and GPR half-cap helmet orange and black color. ha orange to match my bike. my helmets and my exterior of my bike look like it belongs to a malay huh? dont kno why i just like it to be sporty. usually chinese would design their bike like 'ah beng' with chinese characters or tribal. outdated already lah! uh? ive tot of changing the body to camou color with orange, white and black camou design. uh is it outdated already? whatever!

ok get bac to my victorian living


| tiffany. 8:41 PM|

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been doing my homework, now i needa break later im gonna continue it. ohwells, what a valentine this year. no valentine this year, no nothing. been sleeping the whole afternoon today, have no idea why i can just fall asleep without me knowing it until when im awake again. that is why im still up at this ungodly hour. gonna start on my technical drawings.

i wanted to go fisherman village badly, for the food, for the ambience, for the music, for the breeze by the beach, for everything! i just wanna go there. but.. well.. she went out with her friends instead. actually im quite a festival person, ive always wish to celebrate every each special days with someone but not for today or rather this year? is it because im single? anyways if my assessment falls on my birthday im not gonna celebrate man. did i mention that before? damnit. save everyone's money lah, every year its like the same. surprises become so predictable, presents get lesser and lesser, sharing of one present become so common and wishes via sms always repeat the same thing, it seems to remind me that im older. -shucks

ok i tell myself only 20mins on the net. shall do my drawings. goodnight to all my love ones!
*lurves


| tiffany. 2:16 AM|

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Monday, February 12, 2007

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i really dont kno why girls have weird and speedy fast in changing moods. one moment they're soo sweet to you.. another moment, dont expect a reply of ya message or even answering your calls. what's with the cold treatments? DARN.

i go sleep


| tiffany. 2:56 AM|

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

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haha ive added so many words in my blog. ohwells im just bored. aye, today is a fruitful day for me! ive bought two v-necks tee from topman, red and green (xmas color), also a black shirt from topman, stripes bermuda from ulu-ulu shop, agnes b belt and bag and also fcuk sweater for gf. had already got lacoste polo tee which gf bought for me and a cardigan from revoltage on my first shopping spree. oh supposed to buy cny "girl-girl" clothes, oh man diz year ive planned to wear white short sleeve shirt (ladies), black above-knee short (ladies) with suspender and a black skinny tie. nice? ha, im trying to act cool and jap. urgh, i cant wear boy-boy on cny lah, hate that to the max. needa be a woman for that just one day. dont laugh at me or feel disgust cuz im actually quite pretty one ok? -bleh-

yaAAAaaWwwwnn.... -trying to b exaggerate-

goodnight gf.



| tiffany. 5:50 AM|

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Monday, February 05, 2007

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why is it always the wrong timing? its not the first time that we clash on the wrong timing. when you wanna be with me, im still thinkin of the both of you. then when ive decided to let one go, you walked away.. why is it so? is it a never-ending cycle of what? are you treating me like one of your girl-friends?

yes, im a girl of cuz ive a character of a girl. have to face the fact that, you're straight after all. you're not used to it. or maybe you're just not suitable for the lesbian circle. and problem really really lies on me. ive not been giving in and i act like a girl. wanting you to give in to me first. frankly, i think im being spoilt by someone in the past thats why im like this now. sighs. i dont kno to be sad or to be at the understanding side when you tell me you wanna be alone again. yes again. all over again. well, i really really understand the whole picture, its not easy to say how does this goes. ive no idea. let it be? exhausted. i.. am.. tired. how many times do one need to say they're tired? but still hanging there? is this stubborn or perseverance? why cant we just LET GO and start everything new?! okok. i shall motivate myself to start everything new. yes. ahhhh.. consoling myself. stupid. yawns..




| tiffany. 12:39 AM|

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