Sunday, May 20, 2007
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i really really wanna get a macbook myself lah, the white one. so that when my school starts, a brand new lappie is all by myself. no needa share w ziel anymore. well, i can afford to pay installment. okay shall aim that. and i also wanna hav a ipod nano, tho i dont take public transport but i can use it when im riding my bike. cuz my ear pc giv it to kok sze yun ! hahaha!
erm and then next year i wanna get a new bike, yamaha fino, beige one. its a brand new bike that look like scooter launch in the market few months ago. its damn cute and cool lah. ive check the price and counted my financial ability, i think i can b able to down my wave and pay the remaining installment for two years. and i will put my second rider, jen. and when she gets her license, she buy gilera runner and i will b her second rider too =D diz is our goal lah. oh jen jen, she is so mushy recently, called me juz to say she missed me. omg. she said im nice bcuz i taught her how to put the bike to main stand. haiyoo cuz when she is learning her prac one, she has problem lah and i see her bruised leg i also heart pain. anyhow, dont give up jen ! second rider rem ! erm i think i wait till u get ya bike license then i change new bike. i shall b patience and wait.
and then i also wish to get a dog, west highland terrier. you kno the ceasar advert? damn cute lah. budden to keep a pet dog i needa do alot research before i get one, cuz its a long term committment. i dont wanna b like last time or b a irresponsible dog owner. anyway ive wanted to get a dog v v v v v looooon time ago. sians lah.. after so many years i still cant make a decision on it. oh! lirong that day almost brought me to pet farm, but it rains, cant go lah sians. shall plan plan plan. wait and see.. my life will change to a better one with all the possessions i wanted *green
| tiffany. 4:34 AM|
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Friday, May 18, 2007
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my ideal boyfriend would b no needa v tall cuz im short but cannot b short and plump. long sharp face with a little facial hair on the chin, so cute and manly lah. no needa b double eye-lid cuz single eye-lid like mine is cute too. like jay chow.. wee.. mm muz hav dress sense, diz one very important to me if not i'd b turn off! hurhur why do i write diz in my blog today?
oh wells, today one of my regular customer brought his friend to labyrinth. and den steph said she wanna intro a handsome guy to me, and then i replied her "haiya handsome guy all no good one, v flirt" ah ha! that handsome guy is juz right infront of me.. gosh~ so shy. and the best part is, steph wrote down my contact on the receipt when that handsome guy ask for bill. DOTS. i was damn freaking SHY lah.. that guy call shawn wrote down his contacts and gave it to me.. oh man~ he is a cute guy and he is in graphic design industry, omg a designer too! but he is 30 yrs old ! and then steph said age is not a problem. damn her, always give people my contacts. do i look like i really need a man now? anyhow, he dont look like 30 and guess what he has a littel facial hair on his long sharp chin. muahahhahaa! xing fen.
wah siao. cute guy who wont cheat me never exist in my dictionary. dream on man.. goodbye world~
| tiffany. 3:22 AM|
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Thursday, May 17, 2007
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went driving juz now and its my fourth lesson for today. fortunately, those instructors i met are good ones, so far so good. i enjoy driving man, i dont kno why. i think its bcuz i feel very relax and there's roof, aircon and i can lie my bac on the bac seat. unlike motorbike, ive two colors now lo on my arms. my sleeves and my watch. damnit. and my helmet always gives me bad hair day. at first i tot shit lah driving is much more different from riding, im gonna had a bad time learning. jen keep telling me she hates driving, its v tiring cuz need alot concentration den i was like oh mayb i wont enjoy driving too. ha but im okay with it, or mayb its juz the beginning.. im at the engine brake stage, still not as good. hmm why do instructor like to ask so many quest, some part i cannot multi task lah. talk too much to me den i engine stall in da middle of e rd while i do right turn, ahha so paiseh. weeee... i love driving on da rd so fun ! tommorow got driving again.
okay i got headache again. nabei.
| tiffany. 3:54 PM|
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
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the other day my conversation with one of my friend is about the relationships ive before. it include my boyfriends and girlfriends. if im not wrong i started dating a boyfriend when i was 13 old in sec one and then when i reached sec four i began to hav girlfriends. haha what a complicating love life ive.
1st: benjamin
he is one year older than me and he treats me very nice. call me everyday without fail and if im not wrong im with him bout four months but i seldom go out with him cuz im shy. after all he is can-call-it my first bf. and i always stick with my clique that's why i always neglect him. but he's nice. he always sings to me, tho its awful. ok i dumped him.
2nd: ivan
i dropped to normal stream and he remained in express but he keep call me everyday and when he has nothing to talk to me he switched on the music and ask me whether the song nice anot. i was like what the hell.. until.. valentine's day in sec three, he ask someone to pass a necklace to me. here he goes, asking me to be his girlfriend. haha! "can you be my steady?" so corny~ i dont kno why i chose ivan lah cuz that time another guy who's in same class with me call franky very very nice and more handsome lo.. but i chose ivan. that time i feel ashame to hav ivan as my bf lo. cuz i think he's a loser, he dont dare to hold my hands in front of our friends! very bad.. okay in the end i dumped him too.
3rd: xiangwei
i think he is the only man i loved. we're in the same class for four years bcuz we dropped normal together. ever since sec two im in love with him but i keep it as a secret. everyone wants to b with him lah. he is tall and skinny and very very ah beng. he has a character that no girls will not like him at that age lah. however our character clashes cuz i cant stand he's ah beng actions. anyway he is a very romantic person. he is also a very ego person which is sometimes i cannot stand it. but i love the way he is ego and romantic. a funny, scary, romantic AH BENG. the most proud thing he did was, he tattoo-ed my chinese name on his left arm *touched* but whatever, he dumped me. but when i realised he still wants me i said the wrong thing and there he go.. go far far away from me. now he is with my sec sch "sister" for god damn 6 years! grrrrr..!
4th: wilson
to be frank, i approached him first bcuz i wanted to forget xiangwei. bad right? i dont kno if i did love him before but all i kno is i hurt him so bad.. never would i kno he loves me that much that he wanted to kill himself.. erm.. at that period when we're sec four lah. still young and stupid. he is a ego person too, i think capricorn are ego person. but wilson will shallow his ego when comes to his girlfriend. he's a nice guy and VERY faithful ( jen always emphasize on that ). but for the past, i find him a loser. i remd on another vday, yes he did gave me a bouquet but when i ask him what's the plan? he said he dont kno and worse come to worse he brought me to the pool parlor which is i hate most. sitting down there watchin him play and i kno nothing about pool that time. its such a turn off. as i was about to kick a fuss outta it, i suggest we go east coast. okay we're boring person. haiya sec sch life is like that. okay! forget about the past, now he is better.. haha hope soo..
5th: roy
he is from maris stella, a smart pretty boy. kno him thru basketball but we last about two weeks? i think he damn sissy lah, when i hit him on his arms he hit me bac. what the fuck? he's the guy leh! @!#@$%#$^ and i think he is weird, i was bored that is why i go after him and worse still i two-timed him. that is when i turned crooked.. damnit. i remd he told me before he's previous ex-s turned crooked too! he got virus lah, see! i turned crooked. dots. hahaa ok something good about him is, he has a pair of big pretty eyes with long eyelashes.. he is cute lah.
6th: foong mun
she is my junior. outta curiousity, i turned CROOKED. and i dont love her at all !!! she is the worse girl ive ever met! okay, bac then im a passive so she is the butch, ha! active side. can you imagine im a butch now and im with a butch before?! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew...! im just playful lah.. GROSS. okay i two-timed again..
7th: yanbing
she is from dunearn sec, kno her thru basketball too. we're truly in love.. yes before.. but we cheated on each other before.. haha. being together with her is so much different. when we kissed, i remd is was like..
magnet. i dont wanna let go.. she is a sweet and cute girl but when she is with me she is damn tomboy lah! so ugly somemore, now so pretty.. what the hell so unfair. hmm she gave me alot bad memories that she dont think its bad.. cuz she is someone who cannot stand restrictions and so im not the one for her.. oh, she is the one who motivates me thru my o' level period, indirectly. ha long story. its okay!
8th: junren
he is one year younger than me, he is my junior. we were not really together but he insisted we were together before. okay he is the one who got into accident i mentioned before. he is okay now. thank GOD. i visited him =) he is one childish guy, fortunately im not together with him.
9th: desmond
naturally, emotionally, physically we get together.. hurhur. but that time i cant forget yanbing so i told him i wanna leave him.. and he is still my friend now. very good guy friend of mine. he bring me to enroll for bike license. gee.
10th: weiling
she is a very sweet looking girl that i think all man will wanna kno her. petite in size, tanned, demure, in fact she is very very gentle. totally opposite from me. my first impression to her is bad, anyhow she loves me alot. hahaha. mmm.. i think nobody has hurt her like i did, and nobody can be like her treating me as a good friend when i hurt her so bad. bac in that time, i cant forget yanbing and i always think that she dont really like me until the day i initiated the break up then i kno. im still as playful.. that time she is too quiet and i really cant guess what is she thinking, she kept everything to herself and did not express it to me. i think bcuz i find it dull and faded i leave her.. well i did imagine myself in her shoe that im treating her the way i treated her, if i were her i couldnt take it at all.. she is so much stronger than i think that on another hand she can come bac and comfort me when the world is falling on me.
11th: zeyun
my junior, my sis's friend. the spark started in a year-end basketball camp, it juz happened. and i think outta curiousity she wanna be with me. infact ive never wanna start a r/s that fast but she initiated it. but guess what, we can survive for five months. she is too quiet for me and i think we dont hav time for each other. im outta school and she is still studying. different lifestyle. we broke off without hurting each other.
12th: lirong
okay! my three years girlfriend, the longest and also the one i love most.. im still loving her.. haha and i believe she loves me too.. hahaha self-proclaimed. we sleep together, we eat together, we work together, we stick together all the time. like super glue. so clingy. i used to lived at her house and when i wanna go home to see my family, she dont want me to go home.. bcuz she said she would missed me badly.. haha silly girl.. mm okay im very closed to her family too, i always dream that lirong's dad would b my dad. cuz my dad wont cut and remove the seeds in the big grapes for me but uncle do!! envy. only i remove the seed for my dad lo.. nabei.
13th: tezel
same nafa school, same class. haha everyday see her everyday go to school. now different class now never go to school. keep skipping lesson cuz she is not here to nag anymore. i think we're from two different world lah. but had a great time before. she is sweet to me.. hee hee.. im sweeter..
14th: kellis?
hahaa. considered my girlfriend lah. its all started with a donut.. she is a very very different girl. cuz ive never had a
ah lian girlfriend before. this the first one and the last. hahahaa~ i like her presence even for now. i like the way she walk here and there, so that i can look at her from far. but our temper ultimately clashes. she left, but its okay.. ive moved on.. oh what a cliche sentence to use.. -shrugs
IM BORED TO EVEN WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN I TELL U. CRAZYYYY!
| tiffany. 2:47 AM|
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
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ahh ha! i juz went prawning with jen at 3am. its so fun tonight cuz i finally kno the tactics to prawn. tho i only caught one but the feeling of catching one is so great! now i kno.. haha can compete with jun and liangmin liao. but i dont dare to take out the prawn from the hook so i need jen's help. she did not do the prawning but she did the dirty job like help me put the wriggling haven die earthworm onto the hook. i feel like killing living thing lah so i dont dare. i muz learn. hmpf! thurday im going to do it all on my own. and jen u juz wait there to eat our bbq prawn ok? haha then when i wanna try the last shot to prawn the last one, i caught a FISH ! hahhaah so funny lah. people catch prawn i catch fish. a tiny mini fish like the one on ya nasi lemak plate. hoho! hen hao wan..
oh man its my new hobby le.. PRAWNING. the first time i spend 30 but prawn nothing i was very angry. but this time at least ONE. at least i kno the tactics le.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... hen kai xin ! sorry jen u needa endure my nonsense and have to accompany me even tho u don prawn. i'll be a fast learner and prawn more for u to eat ok? the most i peel the shell for u lo.. haha! thanks jen! today become a fruitful day again!
oh im going to sleep on my new pillow. he so sweet, bought me king koil pillow. cuz i always got neck ache when i use my old and lousy ones.
| tiffany. 5:45 AM|
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Friday, May 04, 2007
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yesterday i cant login to the blogger bcuz i forgot my password. sighs.. im so worry for junren. the moment i woke up i think of him. -pray- i message his friend to ask his condition, nyit called me and tell me he has resume from his coma but very agitated bcuz he cant believe he's in this state. im even more worry, wish to visit him asap but i cant. he's in the ICU and only family members are allow to see him.
life is so unpredictable. ive just contact him on monday for mahjong but the next moment a bad news break out to me, he got into an accident when he was on his way to school by the cab. the cab collided onto the tree and overturned a few times. my voice shake when i tell my friends who know him bout the accident.
nyit told me he cant talk and still need the help of the breather? his liver is a little damage from the accident and the worst part is the report says he needs a operation on his head cuz there's problem in his skull. OMG.. the brain. i believe its the most dangerous area to do an operation. it just happened, no warning. i really wanted to visit him, but i cant. thursday is his operation, we shall pray.
*sob
| tiffany. 3:40 PM|
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