Sunday, August 31, 2008
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respect me because im your senior not just because im your gf. you said i control you, does doesnt want my gf drink too much because she has sensitive skin and she gets red easily call control you? does feeling jealous when she keep talking to that guy customer call control her and when always there is people want your number infront of me and ive to shallow my pride, i cannot feel jealous? i just feel jealous but i didnt show im mad at you or what. im your gf cant i feel just jealous?
ive pride too. im ego. im possessive but im not aggressive. i tell you nicely. but its so tough to communicate with you when we are working. because whenever i voice out something, you couldnt accept. you use things to defence yourself. you talk back at almost everything i voice out. what can i do?
i taught you many thing because i kno you are potential, but you forgot who taught you so. i feel you are ego. i cant even command you to do this or that, you feel offended dont you? but when i asked you, you were lying. i can tell, i can tell from the tone and the way you defence yourself. no offence but i feel it.
kno what? from now on, im gonna shut my mouth up. whatever wrong thing you do, whatever things that i need your help. i wont ask you, i wont comment. i will just keep quiet. because you couldnt accept my opinion. and go ahead drink with whoever you want or give them your numbers. i will just keep quiet even if im jealous. keep very quiet. i dont bother anymore so dont say when i doesnt care. perhaps you feel that i care too much, okay i will tone down.
goodnight, and i will be sleeping on my own
| tiffany. 7:04 AM|
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
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very sick of working at pool junction. should have leave earlier, now im like stuck there. i miss all the old staffs, stephanie, jane, stella he, stella lee, riccia, baihan, rachel, junie and candy who taught me bout handling customers.
i miss steph workin with me on busy fridays and saturdays, i miss going st james after work with stella lee, cindy, steph and the rest, i miss working with riccia on weekdays, i miss teasing stella he, i miss singing duet w junie and being nag by her. and of cuz miss candy's guidance. i also miss my handsome boss, steven who always place his fellow staffs before anything and sing like gary cao.
pool junction is getting more and more political. i hate the feeling. i dislike kat and her sister jolene. frankly speaking, jolene is not capable of the manager post. we've been discussing, she cannot make it lah. we've been thinking, she has been in this line for fuckin' 5years but she cant make decision at all. im not jealous of that post as im juz a part timer only budden seriously lah, she is not professional at all.
do manager has the right to pick on her fellow staff when he did nothing wrong? do manager has the right to report to work at 10pm? if she try da pick on jason in front of me, im gonna say her straight onto her face. stupid jolene, i kno you dislike jason but cant you be a little more professional?
i SERIOUSLY i hate my boss, danny and kelvin. they manipulate stuff. they backstab us infront of quarubar staff. this is so bad. i was shocked that they can actually said kenneth steals money while he was workin at pool junction as a manager. and they refuse to give kenneth his outstanding pay because they said kenneth left them in the lurch. come on, its not as if he got paid when he work. the fact is, he work first then he receive his pay. after so long that he left this company, danny still owes he 2k plus.
how messy this company can be. im leaving for good. even if ive no money im leaving. i couldnt stand jolene anyway. shes a loser and kat is plastic. if i leave them, they will b dead. because ive alot regular customers and once i leave, my sister and huishan gonna leave with me. 3 persons down. pool junction doom! muahahhaha!
sighh.. i dont understand why in this world there is such person like DANNY. i loathe him so much so as to put him to jail. imagine my ex colleagues left labyrinth like more than half a year but he still owe them money. initially, i tot ive no issue with him because ive got my pay on time. but i really cant stand working for him. he dont deserve my hard work *sulk
but not to deny, i enjoy working there. enjoy the customers there. quite satisfied with the pay because i can drink as much as i want and even do homework while im working. sighh why do ive this kinda boss leh?
any new job intro? my experience gao gao~
| tiffany. 1:30 AM|
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
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finally ive boy's blog. figured out quite sometime to actually view her entries. haha im not good at it la. viewed kim's too to b honest. mmm well, seems like they are both doin fine without one another. it might b a blessing in disguise? anyway, if one wants to get back, one must hav a dramatic change. if not.. no chance..
recently been reading friends and classmates' blog so im actually being "highly" influenced by them, that's why im here. nahh.. im quite lazy at this. like no point leh. sometimes i dont feel like telling anyone or even my closed friends bout my ultimate "EGO". my pride, my school work, my part time job and my gf. ha! whatever.
never attend school again. i couldnt finish my school work. its like mountain now, parking at one corner of my messy living room. sigh.. as usual, yesterday gf stayed up with me doin my exhibition homework. haha i was parked infront of my macbook doin that stupid autocad. damn! i fell asleep on my antique oriental sofa, give me stiff neck only. morning wake up, all the stripes of papers, scissors, cutter, cutting mat, pens, pencils, wires, cables all cleared away. haha left w my macbook lying there! never shut down!
thanks darl, thanks for the staying up w me and the help. Gee. ok im goin ED lesson later. dread school..
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| tiffany. 11:49 AM|
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