Tuesday, March 31, 2009
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guess what?! im so into skype!!! so fun lahhh.. there you go.. jiselle poh shi ping ure in ! i think she gonna kill me! but i don care how many slaps i owe u la. ive like duno how many bruise already. its all from youuuuu..
skype with shuwen too! so happyy.. shuwen took a snap on us. haloo my sister, ziel su. when we chat her time was 10am and our time is 10pm. haha! miss you shuwen! my skype only got 3 persons. go download its fun! and add me "carrotisgood"
and yes i didnt do my work.
| tiffany. 12:49 AM|
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Saturday, March 28, 2009
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sipping my red wine, listening to bossanova, here i am typing all this..
kinda feel like typing, throw everything out here rather then keeping them inside me.
just came back from quarubar. its another bad day. really really cant stand d new girl, that malay girl. shes so stuck up, command me as if she has work there longer than me. halooo.. get outta my life bitach~
in d past, i can easily tell my other colleague that how i dislike this particular person as and when i like. like complaining to steph. but this time round, even if i tell jolene, she just smile at me. its a no issue to her. im like telling d wrong person. after awhile i talked to roy. ah ha! he freakin detest that malay girl! he told me he scolded her last night. i was like oh cool. shiok! hahahah!
at least ive someone to turn to at work. anyhow, i dont think im gonna continue working there. working there has become a awful thing to me. for that particular person i dislike, for d unimportant position in quarubar, for d restrictions that ive to suffer, for d very kaobei singer who sing so loud that is so unbearable (cant believe she has her own album selling in d store now), for a depress place, a place whereby huishan and i work together and for d customers that will keep bugging me for where she is.. i shall leave..
but theres still things i'd miss. d painting in quarubar, d new rattan chair, kiki my cute bartender, junie my best lady boss who used to dote me, danny my boss who gives me alot discount on d drinks i ordered whenever i bring friends there and those things he taught me tho sometimes he's v fucked up, d marble bar top and also sarah&roy my customers who's so supportive to me.
mmm dont think i belong there, i shall leave that place and continue working in d industry i should b. well, ive planned. for ive to repeat half a year in nafa for d diploma, im gonna work and save up 19k for degree myself. going BA in interior design in july 2010, a one year course and also to UK for a month. 19k should b enough. i will find a job that is related to interior and b honest to them that im repeating my failed modules, it explains why i cant produce a cert. mmm..
time check: 455am
are you home yet?
mickey.
| tiffany. 4:26 AM|
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Thursday, March 26, 2009
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anyway happened to hear this song today, listen to this..
time..ive been passing time watching train go byall of my lifelying on the sand watchin sea birds flywishin there would bsomeone waiting home for mesomething's telling me it might b youit's telling me it might b youall of my lifelookin back as lovers go walkin pastall of my lifewondering how they met and what make it lastif i found the placewould i recognise the facesomething's telling me it might b youyeah, it's telling me it might b youso many quiet walks to takeso many dreams to makeand with so much love to makei think we're gonna need some timemayb all we need is timeand it's telling me it might b youall of my lifeive been sayin love songs and lullabiesand there's so much moreno one's ever heard beforesomething's telling me it might b you
yeah, its telling me it must b you
and im feeling it'll just b you all of my lifeit's you, it's youive been waiting for all of my lifemayb it's you, mayb its youive been waiting for all of my life-shrugs-
oh private events, i hate that. so fuckin' bored. i always hav to take charge of d back entrance. so fuckin' bored. and then i feel im being marked. sms also cannot, today i didnt text alot you see. and then i smoke also cannot, halo its fuckin' bored. suppose to hav 60pax but i only see 30 over.
budden quarubar today smells like my ex-work place, cafe swiss. kena miss d past, i miss my friends and my siblings working with me too. tho its tough but nice people. esp when d ang mohs ask me don work so hard. cuz usually my back is wet, too hardworking and hot in d morning. hhahaa!
aye, until now customers and colleagues still ask me bout her. i think one of them is drunk, she asked "wheres your ex gf?" i was like "yah, you said its ex already" (i shoo off). my lady boss asked whether she still contacts me? hmmm no? only birthday gift. no message, no wishes. my bartender ask, where's huishan? why i never contact her? siao eh? another customer ask, so how's everything (referring to her again). enough la. im like living in her shadow or what?
im over youu..most important now is my FYP, my future, my parents, my lovely sister, irritating brother, my classmates and my always-stand-by-me friends. okay okay enough of blog. needa get back to that someone. hurhur
| tiffany. 1:04 AM|
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
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finally its over. i meant only critique 3. left with fyp on d 27th april. my record 37hrs of sleepless night. not even power nap, make my back ache, neck ache and shoulder ache. demand my mom to get me salonpas, lots of it. and my sister to get me lotsa face mask. haha now two four liao muz take of my cute face.
presentation was quite casual. but we use mike and present it on seminar room. they said on d actual day it would b like that. but one person present to the ten external assessors and a few lecturers in school. heard from them, a few external assessors are architects of those sites we chose. that's quite bad, so stress. kenneth said we left with 3weeks to do 3d perspective, model, animation walk-thru and our powerpoint slides.
do we still hav time? and tomorrow we're going to start doing our work. once a friend ask me why suddenly i become a different person. i did my work, i go to school so often and im alr on the right track. hurhur! im like duhh then wait for what? fyp is so soon and i really dont wanna screw up. im so fuckin' afraid bout my future full-time job. it'd b tough at this recession period.
anyhow, after monday's critique we went to bowl at kallang leisure. hahaa outta sudden, not plan, we just ask who wants to go. so fun! the boys - weiqiang, raymond, leo and derrick. VS the girls - me, eileen, sara, tiwi and joan. and surprisingly overall d girls played better than d guys. hee! im d highest of all. 156points. aye, after bowling we went arcade for basketball shoot-out. fun! and ive d highest for so many times ive played before. hahahaa what's with yesterday? good luck? or just lack of sleep. dont kno why my classmate still got d energy to bowl and arcade when we didnt sleep for sooo many days.
best part, today is our second day crit, using my macbook, we took 120pictures! funny pictures! i suddenly realise we're getting closer.. i mean ive a bunch of good nice classmates. one for all, all for one. we eat together, smoke together, do work together, didnt sleep together and play together. happy things wont last, i feel that im gonna miss my school life after all of them grad. except me, ive to repeat half a year ):
not a bad thing tho, cuz i can see my eye candy. hahahaa
Rebirth - Reception (Pregnancy Aid Centre)
| tiffany. 1:24 AM|
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Sunday, March 22, 2009
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19th march, thursday
classmates over my place, did school work till late 11
jen called to ask me meet her downstair, so i went down..
SURPRISE!!! there they were.. a bunch of friends that tot they forget bout my birthday ):
i was very upset when they told me they're going to prawn at pasir ris, can even ask me tag along. im so fuckin' upset that they cant even b bothered.
moreover, i cant even celeb this year. ive pin-up on friday and rehearsal presentation on monday. totally no mood.
never would i kno, they lied. together.
eight silly friends - jen, jun, lala, liangmin, velynn, izac, jul and michelle
balloons, all over my house. MESS!
come to think of it.
im touched* let it b i felt emotional lately. first time, i feel im remembered by them. hmm.. and thanks for d fred perry. so expensive and its checkers! giv me a new image. i usually wear plain button-down. thanks for d ben sherman, i wore it d next day. and the banana chocolate cake is actually one of my fav.
20th march, friday
pin-up - kena teased by kenneth, he said he knew its my birthday but not important. what is important is fyp. hell i kno~ ask me to postpone blah blah.. i dont even wanna celeb la. then penalize on my perspective and also praise :) im so glad.. easily contented.
towards the ending of the lesson, i was like surfing d net. eileen and the rest came in with a swensen chocolate cake. nice! im surprised again. cuz this period of time, nobody will have d mood to think of how to party you see? anyhow, im happy already.
went home drenched. and someone msgd me d first time.. haha cloud9. its like, she will pop up and ask, how's presentation? its special but plain simple..
21st march, saturday
time check: 4am
shes online again at wee hour.
we kinda chat bout our stuff. those in depth ones. like two emo kid sharing emo stuff together. kinda weird and strange. kinda like d feeling, just purely friends. never think so much.
22th march, sunday
backtoworkbacktoworkbacktoworkbacktoworkbacktoworkbacktoworkbacktowork.
| tiffany. 11:22 AM|
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Saturday, March 14, 2009
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my both knee is aching !! fuck fuck !
why d weather is so bad?
oh man i didnt do ANY homework this 2 weeks holiday. NOT at all. i shall write everything in point form for this week;
monday
- slack the whole fuckin day at home surfin net. create fridae account.
tuesday
- had a basketball game with eileen, sara, raymond, tiwi, leo and pam. took nice pictures tho..
wednesday
- watch tv, surf net, afternoon naps and then head to work.
thursday
- farewell party for shuwen who's gg orlando for work for 4 freakin' months.
- meet at vivo, hog's breath (again) for dinner..
- went Obar with cindy, jol, stella lee, june, steph, jane, jieling, stella he, esmond, ziel and shuwen.
- the drinks there fuckin cheap. we had many $3 beer, $12vodka cran jug, $25 sex on d beach jug, $52 long island tea jug, many many $15 kamikaze shots and my favorite JAGERBOMB only $7/gls.
- jagerbomb = jagermeiser + red bull
its when you had alot alot drinks and then one jagerbomb, there goes the kick. its fuckin nice. unlike suicide or lambo. kick booster!
- we're all freakin' high or rather drunk. shuwen had 3 jagerbomb on my treat that's why she slumped in d toilet and dropped jane's only 6 month old hp in d bowl. boo shuwen! i heard she vomited onto her own shawl and also steph's one. hahahaha! then throw away. LOL. one shocked thing is my sister vomited 3times in front of me outside the entrance and took my ciggy to smoke! BAD BAD sister! i din kno she smoke when shes drunk.
friday
- slack again, afternoon cant sleep, hangover still then head to work. overstaff-ed but still busy..
- watched (still watching) 败犬女王 on tudou.com damn nice lah i watch until 7am then now still watchin..
saturday
- still watchin..
- go ecp family dinner to celebrate my irritating brother and my own birthday. he's 23rd and im fuckin' 24
- might go sing later with my sibling.
that's about it.
sunday
- do homework. hopefully.
| tiffany. 5:27 PM|
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mickey.
