Saturday, May 27, 2006

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by telling the truth is being rude. wad the hell. i dunno wad is this world to me now. im damn sway recently. quarrelled with boss. quarrelled with boy. today early morning when i as usual ride my bike to meet lirong, as usual i weave between all those cars then suddenly a bicycle came in the middle! sehz la i bang onto him ! its a malay uncle. he scolded me from head to toe. but i dont understand wad the hell he's scolding. lucky im in gear two if not i think he may fly dunno where. i fell too but i manage to bring my bike up. at that moment i only kno i need to let him scold me. cuz whatever i say he also dont understand. he dunno english! urghhhs. so sway. wad a bad day. hopefully this will stop. my sway-ness please go away. urghhs! im hungry.. ciaos


| tiffany. 1:21 AM|

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Friday, May 26, 2006

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i dunno wad the fark diz is goin! why are u saying all diz to me? its nt advicing me fren. its poking me with a needle. i kno u mean well. but u dunno anything! u dunoo wad she said and how she treated me previously! u dunno anything! ok even if im stupid to even stay by her side ok?!

I JUZ WANNA STAY.

and im not juz impress her on special day. what no need to worry. im a worried freak ok! don discourage me. if the way i talk affects u then im sorry.. i mean.. im really sincerely apologise by saying all those shit. but please don swear at me first. is not i never scroll up and see. u control yourself first. well, i think there's alot of misinterperation. its hard to speak on msn. wad i kno is u hurt me by saying i don deserve u. yah i kno. its all me. its all about me. its all my fault. ok i kno. no need to keep telling me all diz shit. ive learn to balance my life now! no need to repeat yourself. thanks!


| tiffany. 12:43 AM|

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

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bad day

i never work today. no show. im so bad. but kenneth, francis, albert, sasi, asmadi, bernard, steve, amos, my bro and sis please.. can u feel how i feel? im soooo sick and tired of cafe swiss job and people. its always down staffs. its always either me lirong or liza work backlane alone. now today u guys kno how tough is it to rush all the napkins alone on time? its not easy. we need to wipe all the cutleries asap and fold 700 napkins and slot all the cutleries into the folded napkins before 3pm. yes it sound easy. but its not! imagine all 700 napkins u fold them one by one nicely and u mustnt use those dirty, stained napkins? sometimes, short of napkins and ive to go up to 5th floor to ask the linen room for napkins. turn up, i was scolded by them. its not the first time already. sighh

kenneth, i work not because of the money. its because i wanted to help and to kill time. is not as if the money u offer is as much as its worth to work there. $5.5o/hr and ive to wake up at 545am. sometimes, err no is most of the time ive to work OT for u. its freaking tiring. ive been trying to force myself to sleep early so that i can work happily during work the next day. so that i wont b grumpy at work the next day. yes im in wrong! i msg u rude msges. ive took u for granted. come on! who never take who for granted. its really really very tough to work with people like who uve in ya cafe. francis scolded me yesterday, because a v v idiot guest insisted to sit at the place where we already turned over. at that same time my partner at the hosting stand went to the toilet so i need to sit the guest down and get back to position. im in a hurry so i forgot to put back the sugar bowl and milk jar. then francis came over to the hosting stand to scold me like fark! i was so affected. i speak nothin. if its in the past i' d hav quarrelled with him. i juz kept quiet because its my fault. i forgot to put back the sugar bowl. sighh. i wanted to ask for help but nobody's on the floor. wtf. sighh not only that, asmadi threw his temper juz like when he juz came to work. show bad example infront of me man!

haiya i dunno what the fark in this cafe la. so many conflicts. and my complains will never end. actually its not the people im tired of. mainly its because the work load is too tough with so little money. why i so stupid. haha. ciaos


| tiffany. 10:24 PM|

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

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hey feedbac on jun's blog

hey come on! ive read da vinci code since two years ago if im not wrong. ure SLOW SLOW SLOW. and seriously i feel insulted by tat huh? hahaha. idert u guys. always laugh at jacob and boy's england. and yes la yes la i read story book but my england sucks la! and yes la boy's essay beta den me la! i admitted it u idert bunch of my lovely friends. oh well im a ART STUDENT. ok! art students are stupid. haha.


| tiffany. 5:17 PM|

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

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sighhhss

i think im not a gentle girlfriend. im rough. quicktempered. impatience. and i dont kno how to take care of them. i mean, im not that kind i'd take care of them cuz i need to be taken care of. why do i say diz out of the sudden? haha diz came to my mind suddenly. people think that im flirt. people say bad things about me. but im alright. used to it. tell u what people, u cant juz see things on the surface. yes ive done wrong things. things that its unforgiven but its not that im not change. ive learnt my lesson too. ive learnt to cherish my love ones. ive learnt not to cherish them when they're gone. most importantly ive learn how to tolerate and to be faithful. if its too late for the one ive missed out, its ok. i'll try very very very hard to win her bac. i'll sacrifice. i'll endure. i'll make her feel loved again. i'll make sure ive assure her. and of cuz i'll prove everyone wrong.

diz time.. its really really a very pain lesson ive learnt. ive regretted. but i cant juz say what hav happened. and talk about the past. its already the history. i cant change anything now. all i wanna do now is to b a change person. not for anyone sake. its for myself. even if its not for my ex, even if she feels that its over.. its ok.. either the next one or the same one im a better person. =)

what im trying to imply is.. i kno u feel insecure. u asked me what if i do diz again.. what if i do that again.. i understand what u mean.. but i cant express how much i wanna change. esp for u. its not bout what u say its about what ure going to do..




| tiffany. 11:07 PM|

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

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happy mother's day! eh never celebrate with my mom la. work till 9pm today. tomorrow then bring her out. family gathering. eh well well my school gonna start soon. i juz went to nafa website to check it out. im actually quite enthu bout my new school la.

my first year would be foundation studies. i need to study everything like basic drawing, visual elements, design drawing, technical studies, history of visual arts, ceramics, sculpture, ink painting, lateral thinking and visual form. wad the hell? haha. my friend said b prepared to spend a bomb in my first year but i can get anything from him! haha and he said its very fun in the first year.. weeeee.. glad to hear that cuz i can learn new things! enthu! but orientation muz participate in games! ice breaking. oh man. so secondary school life. but anything la.. haha. oh ya! i saw diz under academy year. wad the hell i need to study 18 WEEKS then vacation. piang.. then vacation only one month. haha die liao i haven start school i think bout vacations liao. anyway 2nd sem i must choose electives liao! am i gonna choose interior design? alot told me its damn tough! so stress. seriously im afraid i wouldnt cope. fren said go for something u like not something ure good in. well well~

eh lala ask me to promise her to study hard. muz muz study hard that kind. hey im not gonna give up half way ok? gonna get that damn diploma cert in 3 years time. ha we shall see. hopefully nothing cok up. weee.. time to sleep!

goodnight sugar plum.


| tiffany. 10:47 PM|

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

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today my off day! haha i woke up at 7am tho. to make morning breakfast for lirong and her sis. went to the hospital at 9am to visit poor zavdiel.. tho his fever had subsided, it came bac again when the night comes. poor little zavdiel boy.. sometimes its 38.5 sometimes its 37.5. imagine big adults like us feel very xinku when we're 38degrees liao, imagine a baby of 2months? he cried until his voice like mine liao.. hoarse! -pray

hmm i spent the whole day there.. played poker mahjong with derrick lirong and sis. haha so mahjong freak! anyway i suddenly got diz feelin.. i feel that lirong family is so xingfu.. they're so close la.. unlike my family. well esp with the newborn baby zavdiel. its even closer.. even derrick is closer with them. i entered their famly earlier than derrick.. but well i left first.. anyway, derrick and sis got married la so cannot compare. im still their tomboy jiejie ma.. tho im quite disturbed by them teasing me. they will tease me tgt. like laugh at me.. i dont like the feeling but i kno they're kidding.. but i dont wanna be e clown. yupp. anyway overall is great. whole family really treat me very good =) i only feel family when im with the "ouw" family =/

im their "tomboy"


| tiffany. 10:52 PM|

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Thursday, May 11, 2006

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eh watched eight below on tuesday, its damn nice la. lirong cried. lousy girl. but can understand why. that show so touching. and its not computerise one. those eight husky dogs. ha! i began to like husky dog. they're damn smart la. wee lucky we get to watch that movie. almost miss it. after so many aeroplanes lirong put me.

anyway! i dunno why everytime im with lirong my tyre puncture. haha. she's damn lazy! i need to drop my main stand before she can sit on my bike right? but she sit on it first den we've to use our strength to drop the main stand. haha den guess wad?! we're too heavy!!! tyre puncture!!! haha i was damn calm la used to it. called towing vehicle to come den we off to our movie le. aft show den go to that bike shop. muahaha. idiot. waste my 70 dollars.

ohh zavdiel is sick. poor boy.. according to lirong's report, he's 38.5degrees now. went for blood test but very xinku lirong, jiejie and derrick hav to stay in the hospital. so tiring.. lirong damn worried bout her nephew la. never go work go hospital pei zav liao.. poor girl~ well im sick too! gosh ive got headache but ive to work today! after so much sunshine so much or walking so much or wipping the cutleries my head pain gone! haha cannot sick la tomorrow public hols must work. oh man i hate weekends. its approaching. tho every saturday is my off day but ive requested to work everyday! because jun and boy going malacca? oh man how bored. anyway i gonna work la, school gonna start. wee mayb im going kbox! byeee




| tiffany. 8:02 PM|

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

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another freaking bored day again. all dunno die where. nobody play mahjong with me. and that stupid lirong is playing happily without me with her family. envy plus jealous. haha. im sick! but im ok now~ bleh! ive been playing yahoo games since diz morning 10 till now 6! i can be champion is mahjong solitaire liao! sooooooooooooo bloody hell bored. if i kno i wont fall sick and go to work!! sooooo bored !!

weekends to you is always not dedicate to me..

ya i kno its ya family day. i understand la. juz wanna complain. hurhur. im easy. next time i shall plan my weekends properly. neck, butt and back ache liao. kno why?! cuz ive been nua-ing for dunno how many hours! oh man! ok la can rest and ive recover.. staying at home is sooo boring.. shall read my story book. hopefully tomorrow will be a good day for me.. weeee

al lleh ekil uoy ssim i gnoril


| tiffany. 5:42 PM|

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Friday, May 05, 2006

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im freaking bored at home now. and i think im falling sick. got flu. oh man. xinku. ive to breathe from my mouth. siansss. stupid lirong supp to watch movie with me. end up sleepin now. kno wad? its friday night! i off tomorrow. dont tel me i'll fall ill tomorrow. got cough now. eh i never eat too much heaty food wad.. err only some chocolates. ah super sians. go read my digital fortress. so so so sians.. lirong u owe me movie! u owe me kbox! u owe me a dinner too! !#@#$#$%!@# muz take care of me if i fall sick. bleh =/


| tiffany. 9:38 PM|

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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

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left with one month, we cant work together that often anymore.. =(
i will cherish every moment with you now
no matter its at work
or after work
when school starts i will find you and be ya after work companion
no matter if you want to go out with me
i juz wanna be nice
never expect anything in return
yupp
miss you so much alr..
miss ya smile
miss ya nose
miss ya di-siao-ness towards me
miss ya angry expression when i tease you
miss ya everything =)




| tiffany. 8:41 PM|

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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

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idiot! 


| tiffany. 9:09 PM|

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| tiffany. 8:17 PM|

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