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Thursday, June 29, 2006


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lone ranger

i wanna b alone. i dont wanna get attach. i dont wanna get tie down. i juz wanna b individual. understand me? school load is piling up. i need more times to chill at national library to do my freakin research. oh ya today i went there with a bunch of my classmates. its quite miserable there la bcuz we cant talk! as in we use to laugh v loud but in the library we muz whisper~~ anddd.. i realised something today. hmm i want to b only friend with u. serious friend. like how my classmates are to me. i think we're from different world. yupp. i dont wanna hurt you but yupp i did. anyway, i dont like girl who always hint hint me! i feel restricted! everytime after every outing with the gang i feel weird and uncomfortable. if i like u shouldnt i feel happy?

haha its good that not everyone kno your blog. if not i cant express my feelings out! oh wells, i dont think the only one i love will change to another person at the moment or maybe it will take longer.. longgggggggg.. as in realllll long... its not easy to forget her, its not easy to get over. i never say its easy.

well, i wanna thank that bunch of friends ive. my nafa friends, dss friends and boyboy gang. if not i dont think its easy for me to let go..

oh, im used to havin the bed all alone now. im used to riding home alone too, in fact i hate to ride people here and there. i hate people to initiate to ask me send them here and there. haha actually it depend on the person. hoho. i want to b on my own and b with my friends. misery go away. haha i wanna b myself. very myself. dig my nose in e public. fart loudly. go to school without showering first. smoke outside school. lift my leg high up on the chair while sitting. talk and laugh loudly like nobody's business. haha super no image that kind la. shoo everyone away. hahaha juz kiddin! =D



| tiffany. 7:17 PM|

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Sunday, June 25, 2006


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went to scarlet seventeen birthday chalet yesterday wor. its was very fun! went to buy scarlet pressie in town in the noon. at first got hard time finding but in the end we bought her newurbanmale ahaha im the member now liao. im gonna buy slipper and more singlet from there.. wee.. anyway yupp after that we head to the chalet. we went roller blade. haha my favourite past time. pasir ris park sucks la. tho fisherman is romantic but the road there sucks. you see.. i very long never blade already so i think the road sucks there. i prefer ecp. because ecp got more inline skating shops and the road not rough, the blades are new ones too! except on rainy days because smelly blades! haha!

anyway the blading and cycling session was tedious la. tho there's funny part like nora fell down and we went to the maze, nora keep grabbing on the leaves as if the leaves can carry her weight. it was damn funny la. muahahhaa. nora so cutee la. ohh while we blade half way, it rains then we rest at some shelter. we played games and took photos. very fun! laugh our head out. lucky alvin, anthony and weiqiang came if not only got the 4 of us. after two hours of blading and cycling we went to the beach. sat on the rock and take photos! oh ya when we take photos we apply what we've learnt in school, 'rule of thirds' haha. diz is what we learnt from subrina our 'photo+creative design' lesson. after scrolling at the beach, we went back to have our dinner. curry chicken my fav! haha then we sat in a circle and chat about what's the first impression we had for one and other. i think diz is the best part because first impression is always the true feelings and funny too.

start from shihan, i told them she was the first girl i notice in diz school even before we're classfied in our class. haha. the rest said she's very intellectual lo as usual. cuz she's from JC and she speaks well. wooohooo~ then my turn, alot of them say i chatterbox la. haha yah i rem 1st week of sch i sat with shihan all the time, then i chat non-stop. hahaha. haiya if not class too quiet very weird ma. oh then beside me is weiqiang, he's one REALLY REALLY quiet guy. hope he can talk more yah? haha i told anthony he's very arrogant the first impression ive for him. bleh! but now i think he's good. he blade very fast but very funny he likes to walk on the grass. haha. oh then next is alvin, hahahaa everyone say he's OLD lo. i call him 'LAO DA' liao. gave him a nick. he's 25 by the way. keke. i cant stop emphasizing. oh beside lao da is tezel, she's sweet. haha nora so funny she said tezel smiles and say hello to everyone on orientation day. then she's look like those tai-tai because she wore one flowerry dress. she act only la. haha first day wear so exaggerate. anyway next is NORA! i cannot stand her la. kno wad? first day she's damn quiet. but can see she's not quiet that kind lo. 1st week she's damn quiet, 2nd week she's sick so still not noisy, 3rd week!!! we cannot stand her alr. she took all the initiative. rem on subrina's lesson subrina ask we need to pair ourselves then we were talkin softly who pair with who then she suddenly shout "who wanna partner with me?!" crazie girl! -_- then everytime disturb the guys esp johnathan the shy indonesian guy. next, wirda first day of school wear very nice. demure and elegant but the rest of the days ahaha no comment. muahah kidding wirda! i like to tease her dunno why she very easy to bully. haha don mina me huh wirda. =b next is scarlet the birthday girl, she's very mischievous she always trick us. when we're using our cutter she will scare us that she cut her finger. idiot. then she tricked nora and wirda for weeks that she's from brunei. hhaaa. naughty girl. ohh scarlet is the one i always tell my secret to. haha scarlet must keep those secrets for me huh.

oh today entry too long. shall upload some pics. see you guys tmr!! =D





| tiffany. 9:44 PM|

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Thursday, June 22, 2006


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i dunno why i juz like diz pic =/ Posted by Picasa



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i love thurday lesson. metalsmithing. my classmates tease me for dont kno how to pronounce that. hehe. anyway metalsmithing lecturer very very funny today but also an idiot la. he scared me in front of the whole class. haha but he's damn good la. im looking forward to finish my keychain made of copper and rings he gonna let us make on our own! BUT thurday lesson always make me starve. haha got another lesson straight after that.

anyway i like my class 1U. tho there's people like roger our class rep who is now condemned by us, ive shihan my first nafa friend, scarlet who laugh like "kekekeke", wirda the "best kisser", nora who couldnt pronounce "sweeming", taufik the duper talkative one, akid the sissy one but he has a gf and he's drawing damn nice. tezel the sweet looking girl, denise who's fav color green, eileen i no comment, regina, jiawen and akido from china, amelia always never come to sch but she's improving now and i think she has same label with me. the rest i not very sure, alvin the oldest 25yrs old haha, anthony who bought me wires for 3D lesson, weiqiang who is sooo sooo quiet but with lotsa talent, weixiang who has blue eyes and always never come to sch. ha the rest i dont kno liao.

eh gonna do my figure drawing homework. i dont like tomorrow's lesson. urgh. been very tired recently. slept late wake up early. diz is sheese. oh ya somebody in the class gave me hersey chocolate. she's such a sweetie.. muahaha. ciaos



| tiffany. 9:50 PM|

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006


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since the day you and i snuck away to be alone
i kno from tat night something special went on
it muz hav been the first kiss
you told me tat nobody else in the world made you feel this
i felt the same way too
but nothing stays the same
im sorry for the tears
im sorry for the pain
you were the one tat always made things right
i promise you this tho u got a friend for life
mayb one day we can try it again
and maybe things can be a lil different
so lets juz kiss and say goodbye
cuz i really cant stand the pain to seein' you cry..
ive given everything
i love you endlessly
but when it comes to me
you dont even notice me
all tat is mine is urs tat what i said
treat you with love and respect in everyway
you want it i gave, you need me i was there
now you treat me like if im not here
i love you and i need you, dont wanna let go
if you want somebody else please let me kno
cant take it no more
i feel im dying inside
is this the price i pay for handling you my life
i kno im not perfect but i truly care
so if you wake up one morning and im not there
juz remember i love you, it will never be the same
gave you everything and you threw it away
i gave you my good and my bad, my heart and my soul
my trust, my money, my time, what more could you ask
from a man even when times were hard i held out my arms
and held you and even accepted you thru whatever weather
but now i feel it we're at the end of the road
whatever we had now i gonna let go
nights like this, i wish rain drops would fall to cover my tears
wishing i could replace all those wasted years of loving someone
who couldnt love me bac and now again,
i gonna start from scratch but i kno
ive given you my everything..



| tiffany. 3:24 AM|

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Sunday, June 18, 2006


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i hate liars.
seriously i do.
wad for i still care about whether u'll feel sad when i upset u.
go away.
ure the worse person ive known.
im leaving u.
its not u who's at fault.
im at fault too.
yah im selfish.
who's not selfish.
our big problem is..
WE ARE SELFISH.
i give u all the freedom u want now.
well im glad that i put down the big stone.
ure glad that i wont give u pressure anymore.
so we should be happy now.

i still love u, but ive to say goodbye.



| tiffany. 10:45 PM|

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Monday, June 12, 2006


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yawnss.. abit tired. somebody's not home yet. go enjoy herself liao. anyway today before lesson somebody came over to have lunch with me in the east. so nice of her.. after that went to bugis meet up with jul, jun and lala. went to lala's boxers shop. haha small but ok la. will buy from you when ive the money dont worry jun will buy down the rest of those boxers if no one buys it. haha.

ahhh? today's lesson is all about creativity. sighh my group all girls la. my usual clique. but... today our creation sux to the core. so ashame of our art piece compared to others. seriously i think our cable cars sux. is like getting tougher and tougher for me. a bit stress. haha. next week muz use wires to form out an animal. seh, dont kno if i can make it. eh sometimes i think guys are more creative then the girls. hmpff. i dont like. i need to read more books liao. weee..



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i bake this damn doggie horlicks cookies today. sunday too free liao.. and please! its a dog! not teddy bear nor a pig! its a doggie ok! if u dunno i used koko krunch to use as its ears and chocolate chips as its nose. annyway i dont like the taste of horlicks. so i ate a bite only. mmm yup thats all for today.



| tiffany. 1:16 AM|

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006


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weee.. first day of school is great! tho the teacher a bit bored talking about those theory terms. but there is this china boy name akido if im not wrong with the spelling. he look a bit like japanese or rather i say he act to be one because he purposely use japanese name haha! he very corny lah. first he came late for class, 30mins late. second, teacher ask him why come late he said because he's paying school fees but the way he reply very funny because his english no good. not that i discriminate china people la, he's juz quite cute. because after that we have to group together in five per group than he's in my group lo. well, i can say he's quite gifted. those complex foldings he has, compared to mine, im more to the simple side. then his art piece was seleted by the class then teacher want him to explain, sorta present why he made that. he damn damn funny! his face became red. teacher ask why his face red, he replied because "i see teacher i shy" haha! lol. waha but then teach chose my art piece. hiak hiak! mine not bad wor.. but i dont kno how to explain why i got that idea of that art work then teacher like not very happy with it i should say. but nvm i will work hard. haha. haiya whatever came to my mind i do lo.

anyway after school, i went to bugis with wirda, scarlet, shihan and nora to pasta mania. waha. new friend. we talk so loud like nobody's business. i like so long haven have girls classmates liao. stupid mechanical course ive last time. haha. anyway! its 2plus!!! tomorrow my lesson 830!! oh shit. ok night world.



| tiffany. 2:45 AM|

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Sunday, June 04, 2006


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juz watched a very touching show. dont laugh at me, i cried. somehow it reflected my life. sighs. then i feeling feeling liao. lousy. then i was thinking maybe i can live without love. when ure in a relationship, it wont be very very smooth all the way. sometimes in anyway, there's rocky situation. those situation make me heart break. i guess im too fragile to take any pain now. its not numb, its fragile i should say. i dont wanna love anymore.. its so tiring.. well, maybe i can juz live without love. or maybe without you.. there's so much things in me i wanna say. but i dunno where to start, i juz wanna keep quiet now. let everything go your way. if ure happy, i'll be happy for u too =)

anyway im gonna start school tomorrow already. a new life? new school, new people, new time table. haha so slack la my schedule. mon start at 230, tue 830, wed 1130, thu 830 and fri 230. all three hours only. eh, im soo soo interested in arts la, enthu can! enthu to do sculpture, ceramics and painting. anyway maybe its new stuffs to learn ba. muz work hard!

wow! my aunty tio 4D tio $50,000. nabei. i buy 4D haven tio before leh. and my vehicle no never come out before. not even the digit jump. got treat on friday. haha. eh why do i say all this. im too bored. ok ciaos.



| tiffany. 7:37 PM|

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Friday, June 02, 2006


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hey i dunno exactly what happened but i briefly kno a lil.. jun said u'll talk to me when ure ok. i hope so.. i called that day to apologise. to say.. i should listen to your advice. but well, i will handle my situation myself. grown up le. tho its tough. i hope what ure getting will go away asap. take care bro.. i miss everyone..

love is different from studies
u study hard u get good grades
love, u make so much effort
your effort may not pay



| tiffany. 6:12 PM|

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