Wednesday, November 29, 2006

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ive a bunch of idiotic friends in nafa~ they FORCE me to log onto my account and then they blog in my own blog. how niceee.. then typed rubbish there. EXCUSE ME. i dont hav love bites and thanks huh scarlet, fling flung floong is so funny and shihan i kno you miss me scolding you nabei.

and not to my surprise today is the most fun day in class. my class is damn bored lah.. until shihan and scarlet sneak into our class. thats why its funnnnn! see i write good stuffs bout you guys and see how you all treated me. na bei.

hoho byeee go home already


| tiffany. 11:01 AM|

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wahhhh i think i slim down leh but scarlet say no difference only..KNS.

I think i should wake up early and not let shihan give me morning call, na bei.

I still think shihan, scarlet and nora are the best classmates and friends so FAR...... I miss them, nora same class so no, alot.

since she soo lazy to blog i nora will help her to blog...go chase the person who really want to be with..dun wait long2 later she go away..yah later fling flung floong then come sch got love bite..tiz is suspicious...btw chrismas coming dun forget buy us chocolate =)


| tiffany. 10:54 AM|

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

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ok ive the mood to blog now. ohwells, im very sick. again. coughing badly and having running nose. why do i get sick so easily? its the third week and im not purposely dont wanna go school ! why do i get sick so easily man?! haha people said i slim down le.. weeee~ muz emphasize... i slim down le. now whatever i eat immediately i go shit. hoho good digestive system. i think its due to the thailand trip la, i got food poisoning and then vomit everything out already. and then i drink alot that holiday, and ten times i drink nine times i vomitted. haha im such a good drinker. -shrugs- ohwells im gonna cut down. wont b drinkin for diz and next month. haha except for xmas celebration.

hmm ive realised something, ive been very playful after my depression period. and not serious with alot things. ohman~ i also dunno why. prolly ive got phobia in relationship now. seriously lah, im damn afraid of getting hurt anymore lah. relationship suck. i loathe love. budden im not referring to anyone lah. problems lie all on me. there's nothing to do with anyone. im happy being like this. im afraid of stress now. in relationship i mean. im lazy to think. and people call me flirt. ohwells what's new? im used to it. whatever lah. i juz wanna earn more money so i no need to depend on my parents and stay at home more often which is hardly i can do it. stay away from virus and germs so that i wont fall sick again. control my temper esp on pms days. b good to my gf. work hard and of cuz draw hard. okie dokie. ciaos~ nighty world.


| tiffany. 5:44 AM|

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

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i wanna blog lah budden ive no mood now lah. quarrelled with you where got the mood. sulks. bye lah. tonight dont wanna play ya sudoku. hmpff.


| tiffany. 3:07 AM|

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Friday, November 17, 2006

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went to cube with jul and her girl with a bunch of their friends. ohwells its not really fun. bored i can say. but then its ok lah went there for awhile only. oh man ive been playing playing for this two weeks! skipped school, never do homework and never hand in homework. dead. ok next week onwards i must work hard. but then i need to work also. sighs. and even liangmin told me to not to drink too much, bad for health. yes ive been drinking alot. all thanks to the peeps in labyrinth and mah they all. hurhur. always jio me for drinking session. i dont kno why my friends like to see me drunk. ive juz broke my arm from getting drunk haha soo lame~ all thanks to steph for pushing me down.

ok i think i shall work less and stay at home more often. i think i only see my family on monday and thurday only, which is not healthy. and of cuz see my gf more often. our time spend together is so previous. must cherish every moment with her. if not the "changing shift" will kill me hor my gf.. i bet you everyday will look at my blog. see if i got talk bout you right? muahaa. alright lah i go hav my supper and then play game and then sleep. oh ya im gonna do the sudoku book you gave me. goodnight to the damn world~


| tiffany. 3:19 AM|

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

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you think im happy to be the third party?
you think im happy to hide things from everyone?
you think i enjoy underground relationship?
you think that i wont cry when i see you cryin over the phone infront of me?
you think im not sad when i hear you calling him dear dear?
you think i really dont wanna tell you how i really feel inside?
do you think im not hurt?

do you think that im juz playin ya love?

you think that its juz short term feeling?

well do you kno im happy every moment i spend with you? do you feel the same way too? ive never wanna tell you im upset because i dont want you to stress. im giving you less pressure so that you can consider me. im human too. ive a broken heart previously of previous relationship. i really dont wanna be the one who gets all the hurt anymore.

anyways, i loathe love.

its not ya fault anyways. feeling juz come and go. will ya feeling for me come so fast and leave fast in the near future? sighs.. everytime u mentioned about diz matter, i always act brave and put up a cheerful attitude and sometimes you will think that i dont even care about diz matter but that its not true. today, ive got diz feeling.. to leave you. not juz because im afraid of the hurt you gonna return me but then to make you happy. mayb by leaving me you wont feel so pressurize? or mayb you're outta curiousity thats why we're "together" now? or mayb like what you always said, its a short term feeling? after all its gonna be a year with ya bf ='(




| tiffany. 3:03 AM|

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Monday, November 13, 2006

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her eyes so mesmerising that it electrocuted me

yay man its all bout her now. she's so beautiful lah. she's damn cutee. when we work together and she's next door she's always the one who sneak out to look for me. finding all sorts of excuses to come over to lounge to look for me.
ohwell it had been zillion years ive cook for someone. and saturday, i put on the apron and cook lunch for her. damnit. she complained that the vege has no taste, the prawns is very sweet and the chicken is not tasty enough. hahaha i very long never cook le ma.. what the hell. shall cook more often to improve it. haha im so girl lah. cook for girls. gf you very xinfu right?
shall stop here. gonna sleep soon. goodnight to the damn world and the beautiful girl who im missing now..


| tiffany. 5:00 AM|

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Thursday, November 09, 2006

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went to drink with gf last night. it was a v fun night. haha wonderful is the word. we drank hoegaarden like as if our father owe hoegaarden factory. and then plus our bosses came over to our table to challenge drink with me. of cuz i lose to him. idiot kelvin. i shouldnt hav compete with him. after that damn beer goes down my throat i ran to the restroom. singapore merlion. i was damn freaking drunk but i kno what im doin. is just that i feel like my head weighs 1000000000kg. hurhur! ohwells i played 'five ten' with gf and she's so slow. thanks to lixuan mah and angeline i always play with them, the experts till i became the expert among my colleagues. haha. lousy. and i tot steph play well, my foot man. she suck! and i taught them new games too. sooo fun. budden i got hungover the next day lah, couldnt go to school -guilt- no more drinkin session before the day ive 83o lessons. must be a good student now.

ohwells, tonight i went to labyrinth again with jul's colleagues. birthday boy is one of them. drink again. no more drunk night man. i was sooo bored because i dont even kno them well and sleepy and i miss someone crazily. damnit. it had been quite sometime ive missed someone so badly~ -sulks

to gf
i dont want you to feel stressed. i really dont want. i will refrain myself, hide my feelings budden you cant stop me from loving you..

well..
i still want to go for our first movie
i still want to send you home with my bike
i still want to buy you lunch when i come to work
i still want to play monopoly with you
i still want to work with you
i still want to let you play my psp
i still want to make marsmallow dip in choc for you
i still want to drink hoegaarden with you
i still want to company you at work even if im not workin
i still want to play pool with you
i still want to sms you day and night
i still want to listen to your stories..
are you still there?





| tiffany. 3:05 AM|

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

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ah why is everyone asking me if i got gf anot. i dont hav lah. how i wish i got. the previous entry i mentioned gf is "girlfriend" haha get this right. anyways today first day of school and as usual im late. ohwells, be glad that im in the same class with nora and fifa, the two jokers in my current class. im surprised to see fifa in my class. haha. anyways im also v happy that when i was havin my lesson half way, shihan called. at least she remd me. meet up soon ya? we're in the same school so must meet! anyways shihan still the same lah, she called me to complain that she's in fine arts class and she needa draw and draw and draw which is like none of her business lah cuz she major in photography. hahahaa good luck to u man shihan. and she complained that her schedule is like 830-530 full day. hahah so sway! our time table damn slack lah. i still can work like 5days a week -greeen

workin is even more fun now. i began to like workin in the lounge bcuz its not as bored as workin at the pool side. nobody to chat to. loounge ive got candy that clumsy girl who is prompt to accident and jane who is always v sway in alot things. haha. oh ya and the irritant, stephanie. haha! tho my bosses enjoy teasing, bullying me i still like workin at labyrinth. and.. ive got motivation at work now.. hoho =X alright time to sleep. night world, night gf.




| tiffany. 3:44 AM|

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

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today, i bought lunch for gf as usual before i start my opening and im always late when i did that. haha. i additionally bought home-made barley for her too. and then, i went to do my opening. half way thru, she came in so i went to her. i saw her walked into my counter, and i needed to do something in the counter too so i went in. to my surprise i saw this cute donut laid on the table, with a paper 'post-it' wrote "Eat Pls! (: " on top of the donut. i think gf actually wanted to give me a surprise by sneaking to my counter to put the donut down. haha gotcha. this is so sweet lah. by just looking at the donut, im a happy person because i just cant resist that cute donut with smiley face on it. i just love smiley face. it brighten up my day. soooo sweet of her. =) and its so silly to message each other when we're just next door to each other lah. everytime when she finishes work, she will come over to smoke with me before she leave and of cuz she wanted to gossip with me also. haha. alright that's all for tonight, im going sentosa tomorrow with jen yay!




| tiffany. 5:18 AM|

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