Sunday, May 31, 2009
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A saint asked his disciples, "Why do we shout in anger? Why do people shout at each other when they are upset?"
Disciples thought for a while, one of them said, "Because we lose our calm, we shout for that."
"But, why to shout when the other person is just next to you?" asked the saint. "Isn't it possible to speak to him or her with a soft voice?
Why do you shout at a person when you're angry?'
Disciples gave some other answers but none satisfied the saint.
Finally he explained, "When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other through that great distance."
Then the saint asked, "What happens when two people fall in love? They don't shout at each other but talk softly, why? Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small..."
The saint continued, "When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that's all. That is how close two people are when they love each other."
When you argue do not let your hearts get distant, do not say words that distance each other more, else there will come a day when the distance is so great that you will not find the path to return.
| tiffany. 11:56 PM|
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
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third day of my grad show, went school at 4plus cuz im feelin so unwell with the monthly affair /: went school and we were enjoyin ourselves in the jam room. din kno pamela knew how to play guitar and played the drum. nice! video-ed cam them. they were so cutee. gonna miss all these in the near future. all the things we can do in school.
jul and michelle came down for my exhibition. thanks guys. and for those who came on the opening. if u guys never come i think i will feel sad. juz feel very emotionally recently. blame on the menses. and many many things that accumulated.
brought lirong, jul and michelle to mind cafe. had fun. but felt lonely and emo when im on my way back. like why im all by myself again?
feel very disappointed at things. to people, if i never flare my temper they will said oh ive tamed down. ive changed, my temper changed. but when i flare. they will said ive not change. im still me. why people only see things on the surface? i kno ive to change, my temper. im trying already.. *cry
people, im human too. everyone only think that ive a very very very very bad tempered person. yes i am. but can anyone care bout my feeling? i really had enough. shall i shoo away from all my friends that knew me for a bad tempered person and to kno new people and to start all over again?
to endure and not to flare. i shall keep quiet. bottled everything up.
im aching. i dont wanna feel this way too. i cant help it. do whatever you want. says whatever you want. see whatever you want and i wont see you anymore.
goodbye. leave me alone
| tiffany. 2:06 AM|
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Saturday, May 09, 2009
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Yellow.
alley bar with lirong, had two drinks each. saw jen. talked bout our past as usuals. movied 17again with lirong too. nice, and i will watch again :/
started work with vincent, my basketball coach. he wants me to be his sales-designer-contractor. contractor is not what i want but then for experience i shall do it. my job scope - sketch on d spot, quotations, design, go site, meet client. but i only stand there watch him do d measurement, mayb not just yet. gonna familiarize with everything first. yup.
met finotics at cine carpark. ride to singapore flyer, ride along orchard road to marina. everyone was lookin at us. i was like smug! first time ride in town with them, my new friends. ride into a place whereby i duno bikes can go in. its juz right under d wheels. so cool.. theres bout 15 finos (:
next destination to keppel bay, yes that yacht there. nice scenery man but too bad after 1am is private road so we cant park there. ride to kent ridge park after that. oooo so romantic lah if i bring girls there. haha!
we tackle the 99bends and then to T-Garden, that mac donalds la. chill/chat with them and head home. nothing much. but was inspired to mod my bike. next saturday im going roller blading with them. so on right? -shrugs-
| tiffany. 6:00 AM|
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